Er...i am having KOTO tomorrow. erm wish me gd luck? haha! anyway, i haven been updating for a long time, lyk around 5 days? dun care! A lot of things have happened these few days, it juz seemed lyk i have been trying to awake up from the bad bad bad dream.
I dun feel lyk saying it becoz no one will ever understand how i feels. is it all my fault? i mean, i have reflected on the whole incident but than i think tt both parties are in wrong so, they shouldn't juz blame me lyk its all my fault! aiya, forget it, no one will ever understand me de. i am lyk so lonely. i juz feel tt i dun have any friends. i mean close friends. they are drifting further apart from me. Can i do sumthing about it? nah, i'm not sure. i mean, sumtimes i hate this world. hate. anyway, i dun really feel lyk mentioning about tt thing again. 难道你还没听到，我的心慢慢碎掉。。。(tt is how i feel nows.)
KOTO tomorrow, wad to do?! i haven study lehz. i dunnoe, i dun have the mood to study anymore lorz. I mean, so much things have happened. it will affect my mood a little de mahz. furthermore, i feel ly slping now. ok, i gtg for now. cya!
signing off lemonade
